It is Thursday night and I should be in bed. But I wanted to vent some feelings to clear my mind. I really have to find a different job or win the lottery. I cannot stand the stress there anymore. And that brings me to my other stressor. I haven't been able to eat anything of substance and keep it down for 11 days now. I am beginning to be afraid. I don't feel sick although I do think I had a fever Monday night but that was short lived. I just can't eat. Not drinking Diet Pepsi - that will shock many as I always have a can in my hand. Not eating chocolate - that shocked the rest of you who know that I believe chocolate is a food group. We have doctor appointments on Saturday so will hopefully get some answers then. My hope - the doc tells me I must take a month or two off work and prescribes that. Then my short term disability kicks in and I will spend the summer in Rathbun with NO stress. Closest thing I can think of to running away! Well, that is how I feel tonight. Now it really is time for bed.