Another addition

It truly has been a long time since I updated this. I have to say, unfortunately, I am still in the same job. Now I am told if I don't reduce my stress level not only will my depression worsen, I am knocking on the door of a stroke. SO....to that end I am searching for a new job. My health is more important than this position. The obvious roadblocks I am encountering are the economy, my age, and no degree. Like a lousy piece of paper would give me more experience or knowledge? I am what I am and that is mainly a good thing. Can't help my age - blame my parents, they had me to soon??????? Can't help the economy and we ALL know who to blame for that one. And when I was a high school graduate it was far too expensive for me, the oldest of five children, to even consider a college degree. And what's more, there were perfectly good jobs I was well qualified for with my diploma. What happened since then?

On the bright side, my family is well. The grandkids are getting so big. Two in high school, three in middle school and the rest in grade school. Time goes by too fast. And now that they are growing up, spending time with grandma isn't quite so much fun. Got girls or boys to check out, friends to "hang" with, things to do that grandma just wouldn't understand. But grandma still loves every one of them.

Well, believe it or not, it is now January 15 and my Christmas tree is still up. Guess it is time I pulled some ambition out of somewhere and put it away. It WILL be done today, I have promised myself.

Ok, I guess I am done for today. Being able to put my feelings here could help. My depression and a migraine was so bad beginning last week that I just didn't care about anything. I am getting a little better outlook but the headache just won't completely go away. Must be proactive and get that taken care of.

Until next time.....